|May. 17th, 2005 03:30 pm wow, that sucked|
oh well, i got really stupid, with liz that is......and i think that did more bad than good.....oi my love life has been weird
kim is kinda a bitch.......i learned that she's been fucking someone sinse summer..while we were together....WHAT A BITCH!!!oh well, fuck that, then
becki, i am SO sorry, you have no idea....i havent heard from you in a long time, im wondering how you are! please dont ignore me or be mad at me, you have no idea how bad i feel. the whole thing with liz, that was just a stupid infatuation, i realize that now...there was no chance, and i poured too much feeling into it, and i realize in doing so i abandoned all that was important, one of those things being you, and for that im so so so so so so so sorry!
please forgive me hun.....
i realize that love is more than just sexual too! its the ability to live in a relationship, to be a lover, but at the same time, a best friend, but at the same time, a brother or sister.....
i suddenly realize that i feel this way towards becki....she is one of my best friends, next to monty (and he's OUT OF THE QUESTION LOL), but i also keep hoping that we will get together at least sometime in the future.....but at the same time, i see her as a sister, i feel so close. i dont mean that in a weird way, just factual.
i think i really do love her.................
................i cant believe i mean that, too!
becki, look up the song Vivo Per Lei, by Andrea Bocelli.........in english, of course!
love ya hun!
(i mean it too! wow!)
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